revive

i write you off
but the ink is invisible,
will always be.
whatever your last word was
it will stay on my skin
and shiver
so i hope it is no word at all
but a touch.
do you hear me
when i curse at you through walls
for never catching
when you could have
when my heart falls.
but i can't wait
for you to hook me again.
breathe me with life
so i can die again.
i'm quite sure that you know
where i'm hiding.
waiting for the touch on my shoulder
has me trembling
and alive again.


a.w.